When i was a little girl,
Everything that makes me scared,
Will got push away by my beloved people,
But now,
There are no more,
Im not a little dad's or mom's girl anymore,
Im a lady,
A lady who hasn't overcome her strength and her scared,
And now, again...
I feel the same thing.
and do know,
i dont like this feeling.
What feeling?
the feeling when you feels...
Scared, Nervous, Fever, Heartbeat Stopped, Stress,
Over thinking, Trembling, Tired, Exhausted,
Yes, i don't like this when it's going to happen,
Scared to Death.
Hye, Assalammualaikum :) Annyeong everyone !
I started with my own poetry again is it? Mianhae, Just pernah tak korang rase macam tu?
Sekarang i tengah alami benda tu. So i translate my feeling in term of poetry. Even it is not so good, but it is just a part of my hobby and it's just for my satisfaction.
When the things screwed up, or the thing that have been planned work out wrongly, I will be like a dead fish. I get to feel so down, cried like a baby, got horrible headache which i hate those and yeah absolutely my body will be weak.
So this is one of the way i erase my sadness or my problems, by writing. No matter in this humble blog or in my old diary or even in my note in my phone. I did write some in my phone because phone is one of the closest gadget to us is it?
I just dont want to bother my closest friend with my problems so i will write some which is related to what i felt on that time. The ideas i got from what i feels and what i have been through.
But when the things are out of my control, i couldn't even write so when this situation come, there's somebody that i will call to calm myself. Thank you so much to him and her. There are like a part of my family. I will not forget their kindness.
Korang mesti wondering now why i wrote this post kan?
Let's guess.
Whyy?
No answer?
So come, let me tell you. In this coming Wed, i have my law test which included two essay questions and one problem question. The paper is damn hard for me. I didn't get good marks in my law assignments and i have to do well in this test.
For next week, will be the hectic week again for me which i will be having my due date for MGT assignment and my second ENL test. Ya Allah, i think i will be mayat hidup la after ni.
Yep, now i rase sangat sangat takot. Bukan apa, i na dapat good result, i dont want to fail any paper. If i fail, i have to pay more to take that reseat paper. Huh,
Now, i can't do anything and just study :) Come, let's keep me accompany okay ? Pray for me okay? Dae ~
So that's it for today. I pun ta tau dah ape i mengarut kat atas. Mianhae :(
Thank you .
