Merindui setengah mati

Assalammualaikum, Annyeong =)


Dalam keramaian oarang disini,

Dalam keriuhan tempat ini,

Ada satu suara yang didengari,

Ada satu bayangan yang dilihati,

Suara yang amat dirindui,

Susuk badan yang sangat dikenali,

Dan setelah diperhati,

Barulah aku sedari,


Diri itu hanya sebahagian dari imiginasi

Lalu aku hentikan air mata yang ditangisi,
Ini kerana diri mu yang amat diingati,
Nama mu di fikiran tanpa henti,
Kerana dirimu sentiasa di hati.


Hye semua :) So puisi ni qis main hentam ja tadi time dalam bas. Qis bosan masa tu, buku satu pun qis ta bawa. Qis just letak notebook ja dlm beg. Jadi inilah hasilnya. Heee, maaf lah kalau tak okay. Qis main tulis & main reka ikut sedap qis ja. 

Qis dapat idea untuk tulis ni masa qis tengah tunggu bas yang agak lewat tiba tadi. Jadi time dalam bas qis reka lah. Hehe, tak tahu lah okay ke tak. 

Hope korang enjoy okay?

Selamat membaca, Night!

Assalammualaikum.

 Tersenyum sendirian aku bila baca tweet dari  Miss Yuna Zainal .

That was a photo tweet :) I love the quote so much.

It is like this :

" Jodoh itu ada. Kalau bukan sekarang, mungkin tahun depan. Kalau bukan tahun depan, mungkin lima tahun lagi. Kalau bukan lima tahun lagi, mungkin 20 tahun lagi. Jika bukan di dunia, mungkin di syurga. Tiada apa yang perlu dirisaukan. " 

Isn't that lovely? 

Subahanallah, Ya Allah. sejuk hati bila baca ni :) 

Love it <3 nbsp="">

Pergi

Pergilah kau mencari kebahagian kau,
Maafkan aku kerana tak dapat menjadi yang terbaik buat kau,

Pergilah, aku izinkan
Pastikan kau cari manusia yang dapat jaga kau,
yang dapat sayang kau,
lebih dari diri aku.

Pergilah kalau ini yang kau mahukan,
Aku tak halang,
kerna aku na kau bahagia

Buat apa aku na simpan kau
kalau kau ta bahagia dengan aku
Buat apa aku na siksa kau
kalau itu pun menyakitkan aku

Pergilah, aku lepaskan
Aku harap kau akan dapat apa yang kau mahukan
Buatlah apa saja asal kau bahagia

Ini sahaja yang dapat aku beri,
Ini dapat mengembirakan kau kan?
Jika ya, aku bahagia
kerana aku sudah bisa buat kau tersenyum lega

Pergila wahai sayangku .

Worry

Risau yang saya rasa, saya ta dapat kawal

Concernnya saya tentang awak, saya ta dapat beri tahu

Takot yang saya rasa, saya ta dapat nyatakan

Cuma apa yang saya na tahu,

Bagaimana diri awak ?

Awak okay ka?

Awak perlukan somebody tak?

Tapi sudah memadai dapat dengar suara awak tadi

Situasi menyatakan awak okay,

At least hati saya berasa sedikit lega

Bagus lah awak okay

Ta perlu lah saya risau lagi

Saya tahu siapa saya,

Saya tahu limit yang perlu saya hadkan,

Saya faham semua

Just saya risau

rasa risau yang at least dpt tahu awak da okay

sudah cukup bg sy

jadi saya rasa cukup lah

saya tana interupt awak lagi

saya akan cuba kawal segala

cuba tahan semua

dari ganggu awak lagi 

maaf untuk tadi

saya just risau setengah mati

Different

As time passed,

People also changed,

Take note to yourself.

That,

They will change,

Just we dont know

When, and where

When they have changed,

On that time,

You can't change them back,

Even if you want to,

You just have to accept,

The new who they are,

And what they're going to be,

Be prepared,

For which ever going to happens,

You have to bare with it,

You have to face it,

Even they might hurt your feelings,

Or even they may give you the effect,

Just go with the flow,

Because they are the one we loved,

We don't get to bother if other people changing,

We just concern about our loved one,

Whatever they are before in past,

Whatever they're now,

Whatever they're going to be

Just put into yourself,

Stay with them,

Be with them.

Because they are still who they are,

Just they are changing,

They are just being Different. 

Topic Chosen

Assalammualaikum, Hye semua :)

So for today entry, lets make it short and simple okay? This is because i na baca buku law kejap lagi, jadi ta boleh luang masa yang lama dengan blog :(

Come, let me tell you what's for today. Based on the title post, it is because i have already choose my topic for my speech next week. It is for MGT238 class.

For first, im thinking to choose the relay between employer and his/her employee but the lecturer already spoke about that. And furthermore, Moon also said that the topic will not be good enough to talk.

So this time i think i have chosen the suitable topic which is " Be Yourself ". I have been inspired by one of this chinese girl in my class and moreover, i have a lot of experiences about these :)

That will be for my speech. Wish me luck okay for tomorrow's test and next week speech. 

That's all for today guys. Bye ~

Thank you :))

All

Your voice


Your body


Your lecture


Your hug


Your words


Your smile


You face


Your hands


Your attitude




I MISS YOU ;'(

that's all.

Subject is "Y"

Your warm hug,

I need that now.

Your cold words,

I need them now.

Your big arms,

I need those now.

Please just be with me 

Just now,

For a moment,

The most things i want now,

is You

I need You.

be with me for moment to make me forget all the bad things that have come.

Scared to Death

When i was a little girl,

Everything that makes me scared,

Will got push away by my beloved people,

But now,

There are no more,

Im not a little dad's or mom's girl anymore,

Im a lady,

A lady who hasn't overcome her strength and her scared,

And now, again...

I feel the same thing. 

and do know,

i dont like this feeling.

What feeling?

the feeling when you feels...

Scared, Nervous, Fever, Heartbeat Stopped, Stress,

Over thinking, Trembling, Tired, Exhausted,

Yes, i don't like this when it's going to happen,

Scared to Death.

Hye, Assalammualaikum :) Annyeong everyone !

I started with my own poetry again is it? Mianhae, Just pernah tak korang rase macam tu? 

Sekarang i tengah alami benda tu. So i translate my feeling in term of poetry. Even it is not so good, but it is just a part of my hobby and it's just for my satisfaction.

When the things screwed up, or the thing that have been planned work out wrongly, I will be like a dead fish. I get to feel so down, cried like a baby, got horrible headache which i hate those and yeah absolutely my body will be weak.

So this is one of the way i erase my sadness or my problems, by writing. No matter in this humble blog or in my old diary or even in my note in my phone. I did write some in my phone because phone is one of the closest gadget to us is it?

I just dont want to bother my closest friend with my problems so i will write some which is related to what i felt on that time. The ideas i got from what i feels and what i have been through. 

But when the things are out of my control, i couldn't even write so when this situation come, there's somebody that i will call to calm myself. Thank you so much to him and her. There are like a part of my family. I will not forget their kindness.

Korang mesti wondering now why i wrote this post kan?

Let's guess.

Whyy?

No answer? 

So come, let me tell you. In this coming Wed, i have my law test which included two essay questions and one problem question. The paper is damn hard for me. I didn't get good marks in my law assignments and i have to do well in this test. 

For next week, will be the hectic week again for me which i will be having my due date for MGT assignment and my second ENL test. Ya Allah, i think i will be mayat hidup la after ni.

Yep, now i rase sangat sangat takot. Bukan apa, i na dapat good result, i dont want to fail any paper. If i fail, i have to pay more to take that reseat paper. Huh,

Now, i can't do anything and just study :) Come, let's keep me accompany okay ? Pray for me okay? Dae ~

So that's it for today. I pun ta tau dah ape i mengarut kat atas. Mianhae :(

Thank you .

Exhausted

Assalammulaikum, pertama sekali i na minta maaf sangat biarkan blog ni lama sangat tak di update. Niat di hati kalau boleh, hari hari pun na update. Tapi masa tidak benarkan. Lately, i sangat busy dengan assignments as well as i enjoyed my holidays. Hee, sampai ta teringat na update lawan sesawang ni. Maaf :(

So todays, just na luangkan masa sikit dengan blog supaya sedikit sebanyak ia di beri layanan. Berteman lagu lagu yang berkumandang di YouTube, so sekarang i akan write down ape yang bermain di dalam minda ni. Oh, almost forget, esok korang tolong doakan i untuk career week ye. Hope everythings will be okay. 

Korang mesti wondering kan apa hal dengan post title i malam ni. Kenapa exhausted? You guys will know why i choosed this title after you guys read what im going to write down later. Read and understand, then you guys will get it.

Kepala rasa bagai ada jarum yang mencucuk,

Jantung rasa bagai berhenti seketika waktu,

Badan rasa bagai letih tidak bermaya,

Kaki rasa bagai ada batu bata yang mengikat,

Penat dengan keadaan sekeliling,

Letih dengan kejadian yang berlaku,

Lelah dengan segala masalah yang timbul,

Sebak sedih yang tidak tahu bagai mana nak dikhabarkan,

Sesungguhnya hati kecil ini tidak lagi dapat menerima,

Sebetulnya otak kecil ini tidak mahu lagi berfikir,

Dan...

Sejujurnya orangnya juga tidak mahu lagi dengan segalanya,

Keadaan ini membunuhnya sedikit demi sedikit,

Kejadian ini memakan dirinya dari masa ke semasa,

Cukup lah,

Berhenti lah,

Sudah lah,

Ini sahaja yang mampu dikatakan,

Dari seorang budak yang sangat ...

Sangat penat,

Sangat letih,

Terasa lelah,

Dan dia minta berilah dia ruang,

untuk dia rehat,

bukan lama,

cuma seketika,

dia mahu letakkan kepala,

lupakan segala.

Itu sahaja.