Penyakit hati

Ikut hati, mati.

Itulah kata orang.

Tapi pernahkah diorang rasa,

Apa yang kita rasa?

Pernahkah diorang selami,

Apa yang kita lalui?

Kita sakit,

Rasa perit?

Bagaimana?

Harus di simpan?

Sampai kapan?

Perlukah disimpan,

Hingga diri ini dikapan?

Will try

I know this feeling would come one day,

But i didn't expect that it would be this fast,

I read that,

Its not like i was stalking on you,

But it was on my page.

I tried to be cool with it,

I tried to hide it,

But unfortunately 

I can't. I'm sorry.

I was over the limit once again is it?

Again, I'm sorry.

I'm just being so enjoy with it,

Until.

I forgot.

I forgot how i should behave.

I'm sorry.

I couldn't lie to myself,

I got shock by that,

I got so emo about that,

Plus.

Im sad. I'm sorry.

I really wanted to text and ask you. 

But the thing is,

I couldn't do that.

I'm sorry.

I  don't mean to be a burden for you.

I didn't mean to disturb you.

I really didn't mean that way.

Sorry. So sorry.

Now,

I will try, my best,

To be apart from you,

So you will be free,

Now,

I will try, my really best,

To leave you ,

So you will feel peaceful.

I couldn't make a promise to you.

But,

I will try my best for you.

I just want you to be happy and free.

Even if it is without me,

Its okay.

I will be okay :)

Slowly i will try.

Will try my really best.

Thank you for these wonderful moments and joy.

And.

Sorry. 

A Warm Warning

As the time flies, people changes,

People goes and comes,

Some will be your companions but

Some will be your competitors

What the best part of your life is,

When you want someone that comes in your life 

To be your companion

But its depends 

If the fated was written by Allah, 

then what you wanted will be according to what have you plans,

But if its not,

Then no matter how much you wanted,

You have to let it go

Even you dont want too

That was a note for myself.

A warn note.

Keep yourself strong.

And.

Always keep yourself close to Allah.

InshaAllah,

Everything will go well.

Kalau boleh keluarkan hati,

Yang macam benda pasang pasang kat Lab tu,

Dah lama aku keluarkan,

Kalau boleh luka ni dicuci,

Yang macam luka bila jatuh basikal tergolek2x,

Yang lukanya boleh dicuci pakai dettol,

Dah lama aku cuci, siap rendam pakai clorox.

Kalau boleh luka itu dijahit,

Yang bila baju terkoyak, kita slumber je jahit jelujur,

Dah lama aku jahit,

Kalau boleh pasang kembali setiap cebisan yang berderai,

Yang macam puzzle tu, susun dari a sampai z,

Dah lama aku pasangkan

Tapi aku tahu, semua tu tak mungkin kan.

Hati ni bukannya permainan barbie ka apa.

Hati ni organ dari Allah,

Aku akan jaga, lindungi hati ni ,

sampai lah aku mati.

Rindu

Bila kita dapat jumpa?

Bila kita dapat bertemu?

Rindu.

Boleh kau datang dalam mimpi?

Boleh kau muncul dalam imaginasi?

Rindu.

Aku amat rindu kau.