Topic Chosen

Assalammualaikum, Hye semua :)

So for today entry, lets make it short and simple okay? This is because i na baca buku law kejap lagi, jadi ta boleh luang masa yang lama dengan blog :(

Come, let me tell you what's for today. Based on the title post, it is because i have already choose my topic for my speech next week. It is for MGT238 class.

For first, im thinking to choose the relay between employer and his/her employee but the lecturer already spoke about that. And furthermore, Moon also said that the topic will not be good enough to talk.

So this time i think i have chosen the suitable topic which is " Be Yourself ". I have been inspired by one of this chinese girl in my class and moreover, i have a lot of experiences about these :)

That will be for my speech. Wish me luck okay for tomorrow's test and next week speech. 

That's all for today guys. Bye ~

Thank you :))

All

Your voice


Your body


Your lecture


Your hug


Your words


Your smile


You face


Your hands


Your attitude




I MISS YOU ;'(

that's all.

Subject is "Y"

Your warm hug,

I need that now.

Your cold words,

I need them now.

Your big arms,

I need those now.

Please just be with me 

Just now,

For a moment,

The most things i want now,

is You

I need You.

be with me for moment to make me forget all the bad things that have come.

Scared to Death

When i was a little girl,

Everything that makes me scared,

Will got push away by my beloved people,

But now,

There are no more,

Im not a little dad's or mom's girl anymore,

Im a lady,

A lady who hasn't overcome her strength and her scared,

And now, again...

I feel the same thing. 

and do know,

i dont like this feeling.

What feeling?

the feeling when you feels...

Scared, Nervous, Fever, Heartbeat Stopped, Stress,

Over thinking, Trembling, Tired, Exhausted,

Yes, i don't like this when it's going to happen,

Scared to Death.

Hye, Assalammualaikum :) Annyeong everyone !

I started with my own poetry again is it? Mianhae, Just pernah tak korang rase macam tu? 

Sekarang i tengah alami benda tu. So i translate my feeling in term of poetry. Even it is not so good, but it is just a part of my hobby and it's just for my satisfaction.

When the things screwed up, or the thing that have been planned work out wrongly, I will be like a dead fish. I get to feel so down, cried like a baby, got horrible headache which i hate those and yeah absolutely my body will be weak.

So this is one of the way i erase my sadness or my problems, by writing. No matter in this humble blog or in my old diary or even in my note in my phone. I did write some in my phone because phone is one of the closest gadget to us is it?

I just dont want to bother my closest friend with my problems so i will write some which is related to what i felt on that time. The ideas i got from what i feels and what i have been through. 

But when the things are out of my control, i couldn't even write so when this situation come, there's somebody that i will call to calm myself. Thank you so much to him and her. There are like a part of my family. I will not forget their kindness.

Korang mesti wondering now why i wrote this post kan?

Let's guess.

Whyy?

No answer? 

So come, let me tell you. In this coming Wed, i have my law test which included two essay questions and one problem question. The paper is damn hard for me. I didn't get good marks in my law assignments and i have to do well in this test. 

For next week, will be the hectic week again for me which i will be having my due date for MGT assignment and my second ENL test. Ya Allah, i think i will be mayat hidup la after ni.

Yep, now i rase sangat sangat takot. Bukan apa, i na dapat good result, i dont want to fail any paper. If i fail, i have to pay more to take that reseat paper. Huh,

Now, i can't do anything and just study :) Come, let's keep me accompany okay ? Pray for me okay? Dae ~

So that's it for today. I pun ta tau dah ape i mengarut kat atas. Mianhae :(

Thank you .

Exhausted

Assalammulaikum, pertama sekali i na minta maaf sangat biarkan blog ni lama sangat tak di update. Niat di hati kalau boleh, hari hari pun na update. Tapi masa tidak benarkan. Lately, i sangat busy dengan assignments as well as i enjoyed my holidays. Hee, sampai ta teringat na update lawan sesawang ni. Maaf :(

So todays, just na luangkan masa sikit dengan blog supaya sedikit sebanyak ia di beri layanan. Berteman lagu lagu yang berkumandang di YouTube, so sekarang i akan write down ape yang bermain di dalam minda ni. Oh, almost forget, esok korang tolong doakan i untuk career week ye. Hope everythings will be okay. 

Korang mesti wondering kan apa hal dengan post title i malam ni. Kenapa exhausted? You guys will know why i choosed this title after you guys read what im going to write down later. Read and understand, then you guys will get it.

Kepala rasa bagai ada jarum yang mencucuk,

Jantung rasa bagai berhenti seketika waktu,

Badan rasa bagai letih tidak bermaya,

Kaki rasa bagai ada batu bata yang mengikat,

Penat dengan keadaan sekeliling,

Letih dengan kejadian yang berlaku,

Lelah dengan segala masalah yang timbul,

Sebak sedih yang tidak tahu bagai mana nak dikhabarkan,

Sesungguhnya hati kecil ini tidak lagi dapat menerima,

Sebetulnya otak kecil ini tidak mahu lagi berfikir,

Dan...

Sejujurnya orangnya juga tidak mahu lagi dengan segalanya,

Keadaan ini membunuhnya sedikit demi sedikit,

Kejadian ini memakan dirinya dari masa ke semasa,

Cukup lah,

Berhenti lah,

Sudah lah,

Ini sahaja yang mampu dikatakan,

Dari seorang budak yang sangat ...

Sangat penat,

Sangat letih,

Terasa lelah,

Dan dia minta berilah dia ruang,

untuk dia rehat,

bukan lama,

cuma seketika,

dia mahu letakkan kepala,

lupakan segala.

Itu sahaja.